Diagnosis

It's been a few months now, and I thought that the diagnosis would push me to write, but it hasn't. Workout and eat healthy. Yeah.It's much easier said than done. All I have to do is this and my diagnosis could be gone. It's frustrating. I am motivated in my head. I've gotta make my body and attitude follow. My eating has changed. Like a lot. Not 100% all the time, but yeah. It's changed a lot. Don't let your self get out of shape. I am a warning. "It ain't fun," just so ya know. But I have hope. It will get better.

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